4dp5dt.

Could the days possibly drag by any slower??? I swear I am going to go insane.

What's funny is that I am feeling really positive this month. Usually, I'm a negative nelly. But I seem to have convinced myself that this has worked. All I keep thinking about are positive things, what that phone call is going to be like, how I'm going to react, how many will there be, etc. I guess it's a good thing, but I hope I'm not setting myself up for disaster.

I'm having a few symptoms here and there too. Sore boobs, more tired than usual, a few suspicious twinges down low. I also had a bit of pink spotting yesterday morning that went away by the afternoon. I immediately thought of implantation spotting, since it was on the right day for implantation and everything too. Plus, when I spot, it usually hangs around for a few days (or forever), so I took it as an encouraging sign that it was gone as suddenly as it appeared.

I thought about testing on my birthday (wouldn't that be an awesome present!) but then decided against it. In fact, I think I've decided not to test at all and will instead just wait for my beta next Tuesday.

Now if only the days would speed up...