tomorrow.

Tomorrow is a big day in my little IF world. I'm not going to lie. I'm nervous.

Nothing particularly exciting is going to be happening. It is just a normal u/s and b/w check. But we will be finding out for sure whether or not we can move forward with IVF this month.

I'm scared that the cysts will still be there. And that they'll be even bigger. And that we'll be cancelled.

I'm almost tempted to tell the nurse I don't want to see the u/s screen when she does the exam, for fear of what I'll see. As if hiding my eyes will change anything.

I hate this.