beta #2 is in.

It is up to 790. So it doubled nicely from Tuesday like it should have. I didn't ask the nurse for any of the other numbers. She was really excited and said they don't need to retest me until next Thursday, so now I wait a whole week.

For some reason though, I was slightly disappointed when she told me the number. I'm not quite sure why. Maybe it's just because I'm jaded. My numbers doubled like this last time, where they were only slightly higher than double, and look where that got me. I guess I was just hoping for something obviously higher, like 1,000. Some womens' numbers triple in 2 days, and I was just hoping for a different pattern this time.

I have to remind myself though that my numbers were never this high before. So I do have that going for me. And it is a good thing they doubled. So for the time being, I will focus on the positives until proven otherwise.